anxiety

It was yes

and it was no,

and I wanted it all,

so I beat myself up.

Breathe in,

breathe out,

take control.

Just can't let go,

let me once more,

once and it'll be enough.

Instant satisfaction,

nerves are calm,

then I remember

I said it'd be my last.

Breathe in,

breathe out,

take control.