July 28, 2011
I realized after a while that sometimes you have to leave the past behind, maybe even kick it before it creeps back into your present. It's a tough thing to do when the past keeps saying all these nice things, but don't give in, they know exactly what to say to get you. Leave the past in the past where it belongs.
Posted by Alejandra at 11:44 PM
I hate when you do this. Don't you dare make me feel guilty when it was you who never came around. I've been in this town for two months and you didn't bother to call or visit and now a weekend before leaving you say you've moved all your plans for me? Don't bother.
Posted by Alejandra at 2:03 AM
July 10, 2011
July 9, 2011
I won't find him until I'm successful, that's what she told me. Maybe I should believe her, work has always been my focus, don't know why I felt like I could just change. I'm scared that maybe when that happens I won't want to find him anymore, I'll be comfortable alone.
Posted by Alejandra at 12:01 AM
July 7, 2011
July 5, 2011
It's just a bad night, that's what I tell myself, I don't know any other way to deal. I wanted to feel strong for so long, but who am I kidding, I'm still little fragile scared me, I get lonely and sad and I cry in the middle of the night when there's no one around 'cause I wouldn't know how to explain that I've lost all hope and I'm so tired of merely existing.
Posted by Alejandra at 11:09 PM